The Gardener in Winter

Seven years ago today, I started this blog. I just went back and reread the first entry, and I see that I haven’t changed much, and the blog hasn’t changed much. Anyway, that’s how it seems, but time has passed and, in truth, things have changed. Jonathan and I are both retired now. The cats are a little different, but the universal cat distribution system sees to it that we maintain a minimum of two. I still garden, and I still write, although this winter has been harder than usual for both of those.

In the winter, I am usually hopeful about writing and gardening. To chase away the winter malaise, this year I haven’t waited for seed catalogs to get me started–I’m sprouting seeds for fresh greens to put into salads and stir fries and onto sandwiches. This winter I took all the old, sad onion sets left over from the spring and put them into dirt. They are sitting in a sunny window and growing very nicely. Fresh green onions are imminent. I planted some microgreens, but they were a bit of a disappointment, so I followed them with a salad green mixture. The seeds have sprouted and are on their way to something fresh and tasty (I hope). I’ve also already started (yes, I know it’s January, but nevertheless) leeks and onions from seeds. Leeks take forever to grow so I thought I might as well begin as early as possible. I would have started chard, too, but I’m out of chard seeds. Time to check that seed catalog I got in the mail last week.

I have my Old Farmer’s Almanac and have laid out the planting days for everything I intend to put into the ground. I have a blueprint of how I want my beds to look. But I’m not stopping at growing things in dirt. My good friend, yeast, has done me proud by growing away nicely and giving me a lovely loaf of bread. As an experiment, I made my first batch of yogurt from non-fat dried milk. In spite of my slovenly approach to this imprecise art, I managed to end up with a pretty tasty pint of Greek non-fat yogurt. I advised my husband that, if eight hours after I ate it, he found me cold and unresponsive, to toss the experiment. So far so good. My next  endeavor is going to be making cheese out of the same starting material–non-fat dried milk is indestructible, but also, almost inedible. We’ll see how that goes.

What about writing over the past seven years, you may ask. I’ve completed two more novels and am well on my way to a fourth. One has been sent to a publisher, the other was nibbled at but ultimately passed over by another publisher. It’s out to a new place now, so fingers crossed. A few short stories have been rejected and accepted, but the later are for anthologies, and those take FOREVER to get published. I’ve given some interviews and done some book signings.  And I’ve served as editor for several books, all published now. Finally, I’ve just been asked to help a friend write her autobiography. That will be new territory for me.

We’ll see what the next seven years hold, if I make it that long. I plan to. No matter what happens,  I’ll  keep writing and gardening. But maybe not all the time every day. I have to take some time out to hang with the cats and husband.

Image: Bread, yogurt, and sprouts. By Marilyn Evans

Food of Love

Happy New Year everyone! This was supposed to go out yesterday, but as Bob Cratchit said in A Christmas Carol, “I was making rather merry yesterday.” So here is the last post of 2022 or the first of 2023, however you care to count it.

Over the holidays I did a lot of baking. I made cookies and candy and various quick breads, most to give away as gifts and most from old family recipes. While I was making all these holiday treats, I was remembering every person who had given me a recipe or a cooking implement or who had taught me some baking skill or who had been in my kitchen or whose kitchen I had been in.

Food is so often the language of love. We have our personal favorites , and when someone makes that dish for us, we know we are loved. I used a bundt pan that formed a ring of pine trees to make a cake for a Christmas party. At the party was the woman who had given me that pan, one that her dearest friend had bought some time before she died and, as far as I know, had never been used. I made the cake as a gift of remembrance and affection.

My stepmother and I, at times, had a rocky relationship, but time mellowed us both, and we came to have a great affection for one another. One thing she did touched me more than any other. When I was visiting my childhood home, I commented that her date pudding was my favorite dessert. Every time after that when I came to visit, she made sure to have that special dessert waiting for me. Eventually, I got the recipe, so now that she is gone, I can make it and remember her and the love she and my father bore for one another.

Some of the cooking I do for my husband has been reverse engineered. He will tell me what he remembers about the dish, and I will acquire recipes that approximate it and modify as required. My mother-in-law gifted me with the family recipes for some of the more exotic family favorites. One is a lebkuchen that is different from the ones most people are familiar with. This is because Jonathan’s Nana was Swiss and not German. He has always called them shuttle tiles (with a frosting that is obviously the tile adhesive) because of their intense crunchiness. They are spicy and crispy and amazing, and definitely  not German.

I consider the maintaining of gifted family recipes and utensils a sacred trust. My aunt’s pickles, my mom’s date pudding, the Swiss Lebkuchen, and all the other gifts of cookie cutters and pans and assorted utensils I’ll use, and I will remember every person who brought the foods of love into my life.

Image: Holiday cookies, by Marilyn Evans